Feeling different

Today I felt different. I felt free… Clear…. I felt calm abiding and in control. This feeling lasted until my mind dwelt on the painful past. Last night I was working with the four Fold wish… My cognitions about myself I believe to be working out and settling the mind

End of Prayer

Even before I started down the left hand Path, a change had started in me regarding prayer. Prayer is the supplication of an outside force (usually a God) to intercede in a situation. As time went on, I began to feel that instead of prayer, utilizing will was more appropriate. Continue Reading